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niori_1709) wrote2021-03-12 01:20 pm
niori_1709) wrote2021-03-12 01:20 pm
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Afraid
I’ve gone too far
And can’t come back,
And now I see
The bravery I lack.
The journey began
Not hard at all.
But I was setting up
Myself to fall.
I thought it’d be easy
And now here I am,
Not close to being done
And already damned.
It all seems awful
It all seems bad,
And not only that
It all seems so sad.
I drop the pills
And lean back against the wall,
Somehow just wishing
I wasn’t this small.
So I couldn’t stand
For my own life to take,
And now here I wonder
If I’ve made a mistake.
And can’t come back,
And now I see
The bravery I lack.
The journey began
Not hard at all.
But I was setting up
Myself to fall.
I thought it’d be easy
And now here I am,
Not close to being done
And already damned.
It all seems awful
It all seems bad,
And not only that
It all seems so sad.
I drop the pills
And lean back against the wall,
Somehow just wishing
I wasn’t this small.
So I couldn’t stand
For my own life to take,
And now here I wonder
If I’ve made a mistake.